black lines I'm passing through on my way to discovery
i gotta make it myself my own because it's not me to ask for help
i wonder what I'll be far from now
should i stay or take a bow and leave
what am i to do if i feel horrified
what am i to say if i ever say goodbye
when I'm older will i still have the friends i love still by me?
will i have a journey good enough to remember?
if i stay now i know I'll never get out
let me blend in and return brand new
what am i to do if i ever take my time
what am i to say if I'm not ready by divine
but for right now i plan on counting the cash in my cup
see if i have enough to take you far past the gray clouds
because even seeing you for a few hours a day that'll be enough for me
I don’t hate myself
But some days id rather not wake
Up in my own skin
I get up make my bed curse myself
Cause i know I still love you
I think I’m getting better now
I’m trying to be a better friend
I Hope I’m getting better now
But I still I cant think about sex without wanting to throw up
I tell my mom I love the snow
But from the pictures she can see
That I really only love you
Will faces held in lithium flame
Slowly anneal my welded eyes
In ending, show my form,
misshapen lumps in my chest
Stop stop stop stop stop
wrap your hands around my neck and
watch our love start to drop right through the floorboards
onto to the floorboards
broken disease inside me
called humanity
will have its way
causing everything else around
to start bleed
will have its way
unable to bare
such a heavy weighted cost
will have its way
scavenging weapons from
the bodies we’ve lost
capital vulture will pick meat from bone
limb from limb
bone for bone
right before your eyes
spear that pierced a living god
took a left eye
fill-or-kill
they don’t care
what we have to say
capital vulture
will have
its way
ditch of our bodies
quarry of graves
mounds of capital
could last us 4 days
Lo-fi, strummy, & fuzzy, this recording project from Jared Sparkes of Michigan band Don't lives in the zone where bedroom pop meets garage. Bandcamp New & Notable May 26, 2022
The title of this one is a good indication of what’s in store: wonderfully bleak ambient music conjuring funereal atmospheres. Bandcamp New & Notable Jan 29, 2022